Friday, March 04, 2005
cried becus of him..n make a nonsense of wanting to end off my life..but fren r great help they asked mi n giv mi life example..i m too selfish..i m consider my fren n family..wat the point of ending my life when he dun even care..n olways giv tt stupid attitude..
mus start forgetting him!!
i mus do it!
sirat n asrol told mi during geo lesson.. n they did their part as a fren.. thanks alot..but.. i m tinking things tt is other wise..sapphire n jolie console mi.. everything jus happen b4 recess.. i stop n tink.. is he still the guy i used to koe?
ending my life nt becus of his ignorance but his way of handling tis matter..-sob sob-
after sck went to orchard with mai lin.. to buy bag den hang around at there..den went back to smb for the PTM..
dumb founded when i saw him in sck..saw him played soccer..the way he played was so funny.. he kicked the ball n he sat down at the parade sq.. like a dog panting..*opps~*
after PTM..tok with jessilyn..hope things r gettin better on her side.. =)
fren questioned mi..y would i chose to like him.. n we compare our situation..
have a sms chat with roasted pig aka 4th papa.. told him my problems n sort of things.. whenever u arrived with tis type of problems.. papa is olways the best choice to confront..thou he olways nt free.. -.-" nid to acc his fren -.-" LoL.. he asked mi if i really like him until like tt mah..n he made the remark tt he feels he is toying my feelings.. -haix- _no comments_
i m tryin my best to forget him..may angels helped mi! *wink wink*
yipeeS-